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Just... No More.
01:02
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Fuck work. I just want to listen to Bongripper
And fuck school. I just want to listen to Free Throw
Fuck doing anything except listening to records
I'm gonna sit right here and waste away
I'm gonna listen to Electric Wizard until I die
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All these questions. I don't have any answers.
Every time you bring it up it just stresses me out
Stop fucking talking. I don't wanna think about it
Can't you just let me coast in my current mediocrity?
No I'm not excited. No I'm not looking forward to it.
No I don't want to talk about it, with you least of all.
Stop fucking talking. It doesn't matter to you anyway
Can't I just be miserable without you piling on?
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Be Cool
01:04
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Everything just keeps getting worse
And everyone around me keeps trying to reassure me
That this suffering is temporary
And even if that's true, I don't think I have the patience
To make it through
So just let me go
Just be cool about it
Just let me go. Just let me die
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Last Monday
01:22
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I heard what you did
And I have to say that I'm happy for you
You put up with enough
And I'm proud that you finally took control of your own life
No one can make that choice for you
It doesn't matter if they miss you
That choice is yours and yours alone
Maybe someday I'll find the kind of strength
That you found inside yourself last Monday
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I remember working at the thrift store and fucking around with Tom
He didn't seem to care much for my darker jokes.
And I know that depression isn't funny
But, man, you've got to let people cope in their own way.
You and I have spent a lot of time
Hyper-focusing on the things that bum us out and piss us off
And that's led to a lot of joking that we'd end our lives
But we weren't joking all the time
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It is a gift to be alive with you at the same time
Clementine
The Earth may burn, but the glow of the fire
Can't outshine the orange in your hair
And you thrive in the sun and the heat, so I rest easy
Cause you will be fine
The end is nigh, but we still have time, you and I, eye to eye
Clementine
I'm ready to die, I loved you your whole life, Clementine
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7. |
Back Then
01:45
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I'm spending my weekend looking up a bunch of chords
For songs I used to play when I was 16
And scrolling through old pictures
That we took back when we were 16
And sharing lots of stories with people who have heard them
From when I was 16
And I know that it's just that I am old
And I'm broke, and I'm stressed, and I'm tired, and I'm busy
And so are all my friends
I'm obsessed with the past
But I don't want to be a kid again
I just want to feel a bit like I felt
Back then
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Everything
01:47
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I can't buy a shirt without worrying about the cost
I can't go for a walk without worrying
about the money that I'm losing by not having a second job
I remember being a kid. I would walk with my friends
And that was everything.
I can't do anything without worrying about everything
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9. |
I Climbed A Tree
03:03
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Got in my car and cupped my freezing hands around my mouth
I headed up the 140 deep into the woods
I parked my car on the shoulder, and I left my jacket
Because I knew I wouldn't need it
I kept walking til I couldn't hear the highway behind me
I picked a tree and I began to climb
I sat down on the first sturdy branch
And I anchored my tether
Don't know to whom, I don't know why
But I said one last goodbye
And then I jumped
I spent more time this year crying than in any year prior
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Still S.A.D.
01:10
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We moved to Oregon, two thousand miles from home
To make something better of myself
But I'm still waiting tables
And my anxiety isn't getting any better
And I'm just concerned that we made the wrong call
We uprooted both our lives and I'm not a smart investment
I want to preemptively apologize
For when you realize
That this was a waste of time
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Sad New Owner Rockford, Illinois
I really make this stuff for like 2 or 3 friends. I don't think much of it is any good, but they seem to like it.
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